Monday, June 4, 2012

Real Estate


Nature is so beautiful.  This morning, as I ate breakfast, I watched hummingbirds at the feeder, mallards in the pond, and a great blue heron swoop overhead.  I haven’t managed to kill the plants around my house yet, so I enjoyed looking at all of the blooms as I walked the dog. As I drove to church through the lakes, shore birds flew around as fishers tried their luck.

I realize I haven’t been blogging much lately.  My parents have had some life-changing health crises that have taken much of my time and energy.  There have been many things that I could have blogged about, since I am the only nearby child.  However, as much as these things have taken up real estate in my head, it somehow feels like an invasion of their privacy to write about the effects of their stuff on me. 

I’ve thought about a lot of things. General Conference.  The fact that being a woman in ministry still causes bumps in the road, even in this day and age.  Silly stuff my dog does.  Profound things my husband says. Watching my children grow into full adulthood.  There are times when a germ of a thought starts to sprout, and I begin to compose in my head or on paper.

And then the phone rings with another parental need, and any semi-readable thoughts I may have had skitter away as I shift back into a life of trying to help in a near-helpless situation that so many, many others have faced before.

In all of these things, I am so very grateful for the piece of the world that I am privileged to inhabit. The flowers bloom and the birds swoop overhead and I am reminded of the Creator who loves us enough to craft such world for us.  I am refreshed and renewed.  And thankful, even for times such as these.