Monday, May 23, 2011

Storms

Yesterday was my first time ever to be in Iowa, Nebraska, and, now, South Dakota. The sky is huge up here. We watched a storm to our west, hoping to get to our hotel before it got to us. We did. We felt mildly proud about outracing the storm as we checked into our Sioux Falls hotel.

And then the news began to pour in. While we were merrily outrunning one storm, an entire community lay in the path of a terribly huge storm. We got to our hotel safely; Joplin is “a city in ruins,” with fatalities still uncounted.

Any crisis is a crisis for all, but Joplin seems much closer. My son drove through there the day before, and we had been through there the week before. There are a lot of good people down there, some of whom I happen to know. Even though I’m on the road, I’m sticking a little closer to Facebook than usual. I want to stay in touch.

Many prayers for Joplin and those persons who were unable to outrun a storm. May God surround you with tender care during these days.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

May 21

The milk in my fridge has an expiration date of May 29, yet I bought it anyway. I have hotel reservations for my quick trip to Mt. Rushmore next week, and reservations for Annual Conference in Springfield, MO the following week. I paid my credit card bills before their coming due dates. I went to Costco today and stocked up on some needed supplies. In other words, I am not acting as if I am convinced that the rapture will occur on May 21.

Or am I?

If we knew without a doubt that Jesus was coming back this week- or the next, or the next- would it change the way we live? After all, we are called already to live life abundantly. We are called already to do justice, love mercy, and walk humbly with our God. We are called already to love the rest of the world as much as we love ourselves, and to love God most of all. We aren’t supposed simply to cram for a final exam, but we are to live and love that way right now.

And so I will be spending the days leading up to May 21 (and, I presume, on May 22 and beyond) doing what I usually do. My heart is with a family who is waiting with their loved one as his battle with cancer comes to an end. As a church, we continue to reflect on the amazing things that happened last Sunday for our churchwide “Change the World” day, and we will look for ways to continue some of the ministries that began that day. We have 5 baptisms in the next two weeks! I am working on the remarks I will make at preschool graduation tonight and tomorrow night, on sermons for the next couple of weeks, and even for a speaking engagement I will have in September. If Jesus shows up, unannounced or announced, the only way I know to be ready is to keep being faithful to the title “Christian.” And, for the many times that I fail to live up to that name, all I know to do is trust in the same forgiveness that I claim every day.

May 21 may begin and end like every other day, or it might not. That is not my responsibility to know. My only responsibility is to be faithful as best as I can, and trust God for the rest.

Monday, May 9, 2011

Urgency and Hope

Saturday night, I was at a charity gala. My date (who is also my husband) looked darling in his tux, and I enjoyed being dressed to the nines myself. There was an auction at which people were bidding in the tens of thousands of dollars for exotic trips and desirable concert tickets. It was a fun evening, with lots of laughter and high spirits. Until. After the bidding was completed, they showed a video. It was about how a father felt when he discovered that his daughter had type 1 diabetes. As he described his heartbreak on her behalf, the mood in the room changed. There were many tears, especially from those of us with children with this incurable autoimmune disease. As the video came to an end, there was silence in the room. The auctioneer took the stage with nothing in his hand to auction off. Instead, it was time to “Fund the Cure.” Auction-style, he took pledges from people in the room who wanted to give money to help cure this disease. He started at $50,000 and worked his way down incrementally. The man at the table next to me raised his bid card at $50,000. And again at $25,000. $10,000. Every category of pledge, the man raised his card. I’m sure his total must have been near $100,000 when he was done. When it was over, I couldn’t help it. I leaned over and, still teary-eyed from the video, said, “Thank you. We have a daughter with juvenile diabetes.” We all left the event with a renewed sense of urgency about curing this deadly disease. And hope.

Tonight, two nights later, I am at a gathering of pastors of large UM churches in Missouri. We’ve been listening to various speakers and, best of all, talking to each other about what works in our churches. We’re aware that, if things don’t change, the United Methodist Church is on a trajectory of decline. We want our churches to be sources of growth, not decline. However, we realize that it is no longer a given that large churches will continue to grow, and we realize also that the things that were effective thirty years ago no longer are useful. There is a sense of urgency here. And hope.

A life-threatening disease. Churches facing life-threatening challenges. Urgency. And hope. All mixed together.

There’s a funny thing about hope. It does not simply occur in a vacuum, but it can require a lot of hard work and sacrifice. Hope requires hard work, yet it pulls us into the future. And so we keep working and hoping.

Monday, May 2, 2011

What is a "Christian" response to bin Laden's death?

I was headed towards bed last night when I heard the news. Like many of you, I experienced a rush of feelings: relief (that he was gone), thankfulness (that he wouldn’t be around to bring more terror), hope (that we might be one step closer to peace). I also felt some other things that surprised me: pride (that our nation had made it happen), revenge (that he finally got what was coming to him), and, did I even detect a smidgen of . . . joy . . . at his death? It was those final three emotions that have been troubling me. After all, some of them show up on lists of sins, deadly or otherwise.

What is a “Christian” response to the death of Osama bin Laden? It is clear that Christians are responding to this news in every possible way. Some are joining the cheers that began outside the White House last night. Some are thanking the Navy Seals. Some are remembering the lives lost on Sept. 11, 2001. Some are mourning the use of deadly force. Some are wondering and worrying if retaliation will follow. In other words, Christians are responding in the same spectrum of ways as every other American.

Is that right? Should our response as people of faith be on some higher, different level? If so, what should it be?

One of the most meaningful Scripture passages that I found this morning was posted by someone else on Facebook. (Thanks, Susan Sneed!) “Do you think I take any pleasure in the death of wicked men and women? Isn't it my pleasure that they turn around, no longer living wrong but living right - really living?,” Ezekiel 18:23.

Perhaps our touchstone lies there. As those who seek to follow and emulate Christ, our response to this news is tempered. Yes, we are thankful that evil will no longer come from this man. We continue to pray for all of those who have been affected by this man’s actions, from Sept. 11 victims to soldiers deployed currently in the war on terror. There is deep appreciation for the skill and resolve of the people who risked their lives last night to bring an end to this chapter of terror. However. We do not find pleasure in this death. We do not claim it as revenge for what he did to us. We realize that his death will not bring any of his victims back to life, although it might bring another measure of peace to the survivors. We count this death as yet another price of living and dying by the sword.

Paul’s words to the people at Rome, living at a time of increasing persecution, ring in my ears this morning. I note the words, “If it is possible, so far as it depends on you, live peaceably with all.” It is not always possible, but it continues to be a dream that we live and hope towards.

Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse them. Rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep. Live in harmony with one another; do not be haughty, but associate with the lowly; do not claim to be wiser than you are. Do not repay anyone evil for evil, but take thought for what is noble in the sight of all. If it is possible, so far as it depends on you, live peaceably with all. Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave room for the wrath of God; for it is written, ‘Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.’ No, ‘if your enemies are hungry, feed them; if they are thirsty, give them something to drink; for by doing this you will heap burning coals on their heads.’ Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.” Romans 12:14-21

Yes, I am thankful that bin Laden’s particular brand of evil is no longer with us. I pray that we will continue to overcome evil with good as we live in the new world that today has brought us all.